Song Credits: Far Out - Alchemy (feat. RØRY)
Italic - Importance/Text////Bold - Emphasis/Phone Call//// ' ' - Thoughts //// ( ) - Memory
Skyelle is hopeless that anything will ever be the same after what happened before. Sama knows that she isn't able to do much, but she'll still be there for her Butterfly.
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My heart thumps in my chest as my eyes look around quickly. Breathing raggedly, my blue eyes widen in fear of who it was. I thought I was free. Thought that my friend and potential future wife had saved me from him.
I scream in fear as something grabs me from the darkness-
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I gasp, my eyes immediately opening. Sama's red eyes glow in the darkness of the hospital room, making my terrified blue eyes flick over at them. They looked concerned.
"Sama-!" I hug her quickly, making her arms surround my smaller body. Her embrace makes me feel safer. Calmer. "Oh Butterfly, I am so sorry." That elegant voice reassures me.
"Sama, it was terrible. I'm scared of losing you again. Scared of everything going wrong again." She hums to me, running her nails carefully through my matted hair.
"Butterfly misses you. He kept squeaking for you." The mention of our ferret makes me smile slightly. It was cute how much he wanted his other owner back.
"How long Sama? Since I've been gone? I can't remember anymore. The days melted together..." She breathes out, sounding like she was on the verge of crying.
"Weeks my dear. Weeks of me crying, trying to get you back. Your friend even started staying over to help search. Those were the most painful daysI ever experienced." My heart breaks for her.
She was trying her best to hold herself together. For me. For Yasu. Even though she did horrible things before, she was set on keeping me over her status as a Beast. Evil God, her own creator, was never as important as I was to her.
"Toru..." She leans down, and her red lips connect with my dry ones. That kiss made her grab me up, placing me on her legs. Warmth blooms inside of me as she kisses me with all she has.
Her hands hold my hips steady as she tilts her head some. I moan a faint melody as she bites my lips a little bit. Soon she splits, and I see the color return in her dull eyes.
"You're my girl." She nuzzles my neck, holding me close still. My heartrate accelerates from hearing her say that. The witch I fell in love with. She was more than just that to me.
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Morning light filters in from the blinded windows. I feel warmth underneath me, and look up sleepily to see a sleeping Kintoru. Her hat was tilted on her head.
I missed her touch, companionship, and affection. Opening my lips, I touch where she bit me. It was a gentle bite though, even if I wanted more than that.
"Mmm, good morning my Butterfly." Her red eyes lighten at seeing me awake. I whine as she kisses my neck some. "Mommy?" Her claws carefully grab me up, making me want it.
"Please... I want to feel you again." The flashes of being violated came up again, making me back up some. Sama asks gently, "What is it?" My eyes flick to her worried ones.
"I... Unpleasant memories popped up." She notices my discomfort when saying unpleasant. Her eyes narrow. She growls. "Did he-? Oh that disgusting creature. I wish I could've damaged it much more..."
She stops when she takes in my small form clinging onto her dress. Kintoru speaks softly. "My poor mate. I won't let anyone touch or harm you again. I promise."
My girlfriend holds me as I try not to break down again. I wanted for her to keep me safe from this world.
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The doctors were astonished that I somehow lived. Nobody knew that my girlfriend was a witch that had otherworldly powers that saved me from my own death.
Sama clutched me close whenever a doctor came in to check on my vitals. I could hear her faint growling, her overprotectiveness kicking in.
When I had to bathe the next night, Toru helped me undress, wincing at my bloodied body. I looked God awful. Her hand lowers to my tights, making me shut my legs together.
"Right.Don't worry, I won't take advantage of you. I love you far too much to see you in distress..." Nodding slowly, she takes them off. My legs make me fall, and she catches me.
Her blood red smile appears as she holds me up. Good God. She was too good for me.
Setting me down carefully in the tub, I clutch onto her arm. I hiss at the sensation of stinging across my body. "Sama,it hurts..." I whimper. She kisses my head. "I know. Be strong love."
My eyes shut as soon as I feel tingling all over. Her hand sits on my side, and curiously I open my eyes. I almost tear up at seeing her red eyes glowing. She was using her own energy to heal my body.
Finally done with it, she detaches her hand from my side. "There. I hope it's better." I answer, "You didn't have to. You need enough energy to keep going-"
"Oh shush, I don't mind sharing some of my power to heal you with. Besides, I'm a demon remember?" Just as she was about to leave, I grasp her arm. Our hands connect. Her red eyes light up by the sight.
"Please, don't go. I need you around. Otherwise I might tell myself that I'm seeing things again." Kintoru's eyes look down at me, holding a certain look in them. "Alright. I'll stay."
Leaning back in the tub, I take notice that she sits on the toilet, her humming while we sit there in silence with her beautiful hum going on. It was all that was welcomed after all I've been through.
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Home. I've been scarred by this place. Maybe because I had been kidnapped here before. Butterfly is held by Sama, who hands over the squeaking ferret to me.
"Hi Butterfly. I missed you..." I giggle when he sniffs me, Kintoru smiling fondly as I hold our pet like a baby. Our eyes connected, and I blush as they do.
"Butterfly?" I reply while petting our ferret. "Hmm?" She comes over, hugging me immediately. "Does this place bring back unpleasant memories to you?"
My nod is slight. She continues to hug me, rubbing my back as I fall to my knees, sobbing. "I was taken Sama." She whispers, "I know."
"I was beaten, raped, and left tied up forweeks.Nobody would've even care about me or- or my disappearance. My mom left meas a child." I spit out venomously. I hated the woman known as my mother. Sama was more of a mom than she was to me.
"Skyelle-" I continue. "My friends left me. I was lonely foryears, left with an abusive father who hated me everyday, blaming me for her sudden leave. I didn't deserve it. I DIDN'T DESERVE ANY OF IT! All I had was myself for so long. I hate it!"
"SKYELLE!" I stop, looking up through teary eyes. "Wha- what?" Her tone turns gentle again. She takes me into her lap, letting me sob into her dress. "My darling Butterfly. You deserve love. And I just want to keep you safe. I'm sorry for overpushing you with it, I can't lose you. Not again..."
My heartrate speeds up as she takes my chin, claiming my mouth with hers. She carefully pushes me onto my back, and continues with her affection. My noises make the witch only keep up.
Sama then lets go, making me shy away. "No, no. No hiding from me Butterfly. I just got you back." I blush, looking sheepishly down. "Mommy? More?"
My girlfriend sits me down on the bed, claws holding onto my hips. The woman above me looked beautiful, ethereal. Red pupils take me in, my girlfriend bending some to plant a kiss on my lips.
Our tongues meet, hers' exploring my mouth greedily. I moan out as Sama's hand takes mine, intertwining them in the air. My legs wrap around her waist, them bringing the witch closer to me.
However my lungs burn for oxygen, and Kintoru notices that I needed to breathe. Separating from me, her hand ruffles my hair. My cheeks redden as her lips smirk at my embarrassment.
Sitting down, I immediately go into snuggling her. Her humming making me feel calm. "I love you mommy." Sama hugs me, her arms protecting my small body. "I love you too my Butterfly..."
